When trouble goes

Well i think i have gotten myself out of a very touchy situation, although it is not the end yet, i think it'll probably go over soon. So basically i'll miss those ppl there i think, some of them are good ppl with good intentions but some of them? I dunno, dun want to comment. Of those ppl i think i will miss although i only see them 2 times are jia mei, wen quan, sk, wen quan's friend who looks like andrew, maybe Johnathan. The bearded guy there and probably edwin who is quite a good speaker. I actually did think of sk's (sk reminds me of wei xiang) questions prompted at me n i guess i couldn't really voice them out at that time due to too many ppl and all. I guess i'll answer the next time we talk?
Maybe i shouldn't even have agreeded on the 1st day. What some of the things sk said are really true though, life, ideals, so on and so forth... if he was to talk to me on the 1st day though i would probably be more decisive of my actions right then and not screw up the whole thing now...
It was a harsh decision which i initally could not bring myself to say, only at that time, that place, that situation did i actually manage to bring myself to say it... I guess its just something i had to say but atmosphere was wrong. Somemore it really pains me to spoil a friendship so difficultly set-up.
Anyways this post is really dedicated to my very very wonderful shifu, i want to thank her for sitting down with me and listening to my views and decisions. Actually i tot she would cry~ but heng never... (can't stand girls who cry, if u want me to give in just cry). So a thousand thanks for a shifu who is always there to listen to me trash out my rubbish feelings. And who seriously considered my decisions and accepted them although she had to be really dissapointed, sad and heartbroken. And now because of me, she probably has to face some unthoughtful collegues about my irresponsibilty and all.
I just found out that the 2 hardest words to say to a friend whom u have hurt is... thank you...
Arigato shifu.