Back on path

Sooooo after a very very long haitus from my bloggie, im am BACK! Everything's pretty back to normal now, still i always have something trouble me, for now? FYP and SPA sea stuff, hai im a man with no life! For the next 4 wks i have to take charge of canoe elective every sat... and on every sunday i have to take my 3 star course. And after my 3 star i have to go get my boat license. And during this period of time i still have to pack sea store ah... learn boat from mr koh arh... get the fans in store repaired arh... hehe chao~
Hai~ life so sad... still many things that i dun want to see lost... but am still gradually losing them, no matter how much i do. If im left the only person to run things then i will... sad lonely and dissapointed i will be, but i intend to see it through. For one it is quite dissapointing that no one is doing the stuff their supposed to do. Hai i dun want to say anymore... i have already learnt from my ncc days that such things cannot be forced... maybe i should have left when i should have. What zhen wei told me was truth after all, i saw only now what he could had seen then. Guess im still not as good as him~ A natural leader vs a trained leader... thats the results. I was never born to lead, but had to lead with no choice. Haha... hahaha... what irony.