Tell me how long have i been away from the bloging world?

I know i know, its just like the last time. When i stopped updating my other diary. Sometimes things just do taper off into the smallest most unimportant part of your brain. Especially when important things keeps surfacing up and up.
Zons of activities, zons of studys, zons of everything which takes up my time.
Having my boat practical tml but i am without my book... hai. Forget wad i need to do le. Tml then say. Need to give GX her watch also, since i like lost the new one michelle bought for her. DId some store clean up today with the instructors and found another nest of ants in the store... People just dun learn that ants are attracted to rice too...
Pardon me for sounding so dead in this entry, im just like tired + not really in the mood to blog. Sorta tired too after attempting high level production...
Sometimes i wish i can be everyone else, take a back seat to all the activities and concentrate on my life. But then who is going to do it? Its probably just from my point of view, ah F. I'll just carry on with what i have to do.
Just started on my side of the project as well, so hope i won't mess things up. Its really tough to get that god damn shape out. I think use casting better... file till day break.
Besides that i dunno... i haven't gone for a really relax trip, its always no time, or i have to be a god damn in charge of it. Why until now i still cannot be a normal participant? __
+ i am really broke, broke till cannot broke, so if u want to ask for money buzz off, if u however want to send some oldies/country songs to me, then u are welcomed. Im quite into them now.